Thank you everyone for all advice.

Ainamor, thanks for your explanation.
When I create a facebook, can I ask you for more detail please?
I need to know how it works exactly.

Surfcrest, thanks for your information.
You donтАЩt have to say тАЬsorryтАЭ about some of the responses .
Because itтАЩs not really your fault.

Back to the story;

ItтАЩs too complicated to tell you everything right now.
To be honest, I donтАЩt even know if I can really spell it out in a year.
I know deep in my heart, the relationships were ended because of my fault.
Well, I had some personal issues and I was too cowardly to admit it.


I have been running away from the truth.
You know why ?

Because the truth is too painful for me to deal with.
I would like to think otherwise, but the truth is always there.
No matter where I try to go, no matter where I try to hide, it always comes back around me.

ItтАЩs time for me to face it and be able to accept the fact.
And finally, learn to let go and learn to love myself.

Well, someone advised me to talk with the counselor in Toronto. http://www.familyservicetoronto.org/pro ... ssion.html

I did once in 2012, but I wasnтАЩt absolutely being honest to her.
Besides, I donтАЩt want to listen to one opinion or one feedback.

I would like to listen from many people around the world.
I like to read lots of feedbacks.
Because I believe different people may have different opinion.

That is the reason why I am looking for the right website.

Best regards,
Andy