I love her husband, did I really destroy his marriage or it meant to be that way by destiny?

[cdnmatt]

Ok, first thing's first before I get to the substance....

You're a Thai guy in his 30s now, right? Where and how did you learn how to write English that well? There's lots of sland and other phrases in there that would never be taught in school or generally learned, unless you're a native English speaker.