I was cleaning up some of the pics that guys have sent me from Thailand. I decided I did not need to have them on my PC anymore since many of them I will never meet again, they are simply guys I use to know, so why should I keep their nude pictures on my PC?
Many of the guys use to turn me on to no end but now they look too young and lack a certain level of maturity I am interested in these days. True that many may look to be in their early 20's but are in their late 20's but it still does not light my fire. Now a guy in good shape who is in his 30's to 50's seems to get my attention the most!
When I am in bed and alone and in the mood to play with myself, I find that I like to imagine a seductive situation with guys my own age or older, sometimes the person of my fantasy is from work or the gym. On occasion I like to relive a particularly erotic sex session I had where I just did everything I wanted to do and did my best to turn their world upside down! The only problem is that the first sex session would be spanfuckentabulous! The second sex session was not so good because they knew what to expect....
Anyway, back to the subject at hand... I still get e-mails from guys in Thailand who send me their updated pictures even though I have not communicated with them for over a year. Most of the pictures I get seem to make them seem so young! When I go to the websites and look at boyztown events, the guys look far to young to me there also! I remember when I use to LOVE hanging out in KrazyDragon and would visit their site often to look at the guys and then one day... Boom! They all seemed too young for me.
Here in Delaware most of the guys who are free and single and in good shape are too young! I don't give out money, I don't loan out my car and I am not going to play daddy. Then when I do find a nice guy that floats my boat they turn out to be a drug user! I refuse to let a drug user in my life.
Now I have met a few guys in Thailand who still make my heart pound but..... There is always a but.... But, if I were to come back to Thailand I don't know if I could be so cold as to tell some of my friends that I like them but I just want to be their friend and not have sex anymore. Once that is done I would have to find a way to also let them know that I am not buying them a drink when they ask me for one.
So as it stands now.... The only thing a young guy can do for me is bring me a note from a older mature guy.