Blacktouch wrote. (On another thread)
"Always take what you like straight away, as next time, he may not be there/around."
This got me thinking about the few guys you really liked but didn't quite manage to off, for whatever reason.
I had one recently and I'm still pissed with myself. I had actually offed A a few years ago and often gave him a thought. A trip or two back he was standing on the porch outside Nice Boys. I recognised him instantly and my heart started beating faster. I parked the bike and virtually ran round to say hello but to be honest I was a little giddy at seeing him.
We exchanged pleasantries and I nipped off to the shop, upon my return he'd moved and sat on one of the stools. Assuming he was working there I smiled and went inside to calm down a touch. Well he wasn't, he was just saying hello. When I came out he'd gone and Beer told me he didn't work there. Fuck.
I should have invited him into Forest House and taken it from there. Fuck Fuck.
Two nights later he was in Nice Boys with a farang so he's still in the business. Fuck Fuck Fuck. Maybe I'll get another chance. Who knows.