I hate liars...

[joe552]

NIrish, I'm now treating this as an opportunity to get out of the Pattay bubble. To remind myself why I love Thailand apart from the boys. My last few trips, I haven't bothered leaving Pattaya, and more specifically, the same 2 or 3 bars every day. It's a chance for me to rediscover a bit of my sense of adventure, and the stress and joy of dealing with the practicalities of travelling in a foreign country. So it's become less about Matt, and more about me. Even if Kwan doesn't come with me, I'll enjoy the experience.

[frequent]

I commented earlier that Matt is just a needy millennial. I was reminded of that when reading about Serena Williams broadcasting (sorry, "reaching out") to her social media followers about the difficulties of dealing with her teething baby http://www.huffingtonpost.com.au/ent...b01d429cca6d05

I've always assumed children are a self-inflicted wound, so I have no sympathy whatsoever

[frequent]

Even if Kwan doesn't come with me, I'll enjoy the experience.

Are you sure that's how it's spelt?

No time for people like that any more.

But all the time in the world to post inane crap here

[joe552]

Sorry frequent, you've lost me - how is what spelled/spelt?

[frequent]

Sorry frequent, you've lost me - how is what spelled/spelt?

Kwan

[cdnmatt]

I hate this...

He continues to be erratic, and I don't know what to do. All I can do is continue to be here to love him, and let the chips fall where they may I guess. I don't know...

[joe552]

Frequent, that's how I've always spelled it and he never said different. How else could it be spelled? Honest question.

Matt, you can stop now. Posts like this are meaningless. You have my email, and I'm always ready to chat, but you're now just being self-indulgent. It's tiresome.

[cdnmatt]

Then ignore my posts, Joe.

I've never done this before. I don't know what I'm doing.

And leo has quite obviously never done this before either, because he currently has no idea of how to make heads or tails of the world. I want to help, but I don't know what to do.

[joe552]

So what are you expecting to get from posting here? None of us know you or Leo. I'd be reluctant to offer advice to my best friend, whom I've known for 20 years, in a similar situation. I don't know what you expect any of us to say that will help the situation. Just get on and deal with it, on a daily basis. Those of us who are sympathetic to your situation have no answers. Others who have a different view are hardly likely to offer any useful advice.

[cdnmatt]

I'm expecting myself to blow off some steam, that's it.

I'm a blind idiot sitting in a bedroom, so there's only so much I can do, and I feel a little helpless at the moment.