Finally just got some communication from him today. I'm blind now, so am no longer afforded the luxury of secrets. Here:
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Hope everything will be okay for you
Just so you know I’m still on holiday with my friends but will finish on 18th next month because his boyfriend will come to Asia and he will go with him boyfriend
I don’t know why I tell you
But please let me know when you will be in Asia and don’t worry anything I will talk with my friend to take care you or if you still want me I can go back but will finish holiday on 18th next
Just make you sure for everything when you arrive in Asia me and my friend will help you everything
About my phone I think I’m gonna use samesung because iPhone very expensive for me anyway you can talk with me in email the only one I can use now
I feel so sorry for everything but I will accept everything
Still can tell you me and Barry nothing happened he will meet him boyfriend soon and I have to go back to village soon
Hope everything is okay for you again let me know when you in Asia and I will tell myself everything what you want internet room nice kitchen nice apartment whatever
Love you honey
Leo
Again feel very very very very very sorry to make you sad and cry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRLq2mc5IZk
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OMG, what a fucken asshole. You want to know the worst part of this?
He's banking on the fact I will take him back, and there's a good chance I will, and he knows that. He knows how good of a heart I have, and he knows full well once this little holiday is over and he's on his own again, I'm going to worry about him like crazy.
Love isn't a light switch, I can't just turn it off. And this piece of work is actually my responsibility in life now, because it's not like anyone else is going to take care of him. And he knows me well enough to know that I won't allow him to suffer.
Holy shit, what an asshole....
You know, without this guy I would have been dead multiple times over. Without his love and support, there is simply no way I would have survived going blind.
So whether I like it or not, I owe this guy my life, and I'm indebted to him forever.
Cue 'Wind beneath my wings' by the gorgeous Bette Midler.
The really interesting question is the similarity between Matt and Donald Trump. We know The Donald refuses to publish his tax returns, presumably because he has something to hide. Matt, on the other hand, I suspect has no tax returns he could publish. Unlike the rest of us I'd be fairly certain that Matt carries his Entitled Millennial views about Immigration laws ("so yesterday") into the realm of income tax. That $45K he recently boasted he just earned. Was that before or after the tax due to the Canadian government where he currently resides?