There comes a time when you reflect on something you've done and enjoyed for many years, and then stop to wonder - why?
I've long since lost count of the number of dicks I've sucked, but it's been a goodly number..
- Does it bring me off - No.
- Does it make me rise to the occasion - No.
- Do I do it to increase the chances of getting f#cked? - No.
- Do I do it as a favour to the guy - No - I do it because I want to..
So there's no direct sexual gratification, although I regard it very much as a sexual activity.
I know I prefer a guy who's at least halfway hard before I start, so getting the guy up is not part of the pleasure.
It doesn't bother me too much whether or not he shoots his load, so getting the guy off is not a necessity either.
I know I prefer doing it to clean, slim, dark haired guys who may or may not have dark skin.
I know I prefer to do it to smaller guys than larger ones
I know I prefer dicks that are cut or have foreskins that drop back readily when the guy gets hard.
Although I will admire a big dick, I prefer one I can go balls deep on without gagging too much.
- But why do I enjoy doing it??