Your contrived photo disproves that.Quote:
Same as a sighted person can't fake being blind.
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Your contrived photo disproves that.Quote:
Same as a sighted person can't fake being blind.
That's a photo. Joe will probably be with me for half a day in multiple establishments. From picking him up at the hotel, to going to a restaurant, to going for some after dinner drinks, etc.
I promise, he's going to know I'm blind.
I have to ask, do you not strive to be a better person in life? Or are you just content being a pompous and petty asshole, and good enough for you?
I'll even let Joe see the scar in the front right of my head just above my optic nerve if he asks. How's that?
No need for scars Matt - I'm quite squeamish.
No, actually you're just continuing to make yourself look like a jackass. You're doing my job for me, so thanks!
Yes, I have a small scar on my head. I fell, it soaked up two towels worth of blood, and caused lesions in my right optic nerve. I have the scar to prove it. It's just a small one, but that's all it took.
That photo Brad posted is of an old man with big man boobs digging a hole, right? Keep going a447. You should hit China any time.
Matt, not even the Chinese deserve that!!
Matt, getting back to your OP. Did you ever find out where Leo was for the hour he said he was drinking wine from 7/11?
Let's just save everyone some time here. Matt and I are the creation of Brad, who has never been near Khon Kaen. Neither Matt nor I are sure he's ever been to Thailand. Hope that clarifies things.
I guess I'm just taking a "nam sam saa" approach to this due to his mother being in the ICU, and we'll hopefully chalk it up as a lesson learned. If you don't know, "nam sam saa" I don't know the direct translation, but basically means "sorry to hear it" / "I feel bad for you" type of thing.
I really wish he'd just come clean, but he's decided it's best to keep a secret from me, and it really pisses me off. What am I supposed to do though?
On one hand, I know he made a mistake, lied about it, and is keeping a secret from me. I know this. He even dropped to his knees when I called him out about the bar closing time. The dogs even know something was up, because they were very adamant about staying with me in my bedroom a few days ago, because Leo felt guilty as hell. On the plus side, I think my house is clean as a whistle now, because he was cleaning like crazy due to guilt.
On the other hand, this is the first time I've caught him out in a lie in 16 months. I'd also be dead if it wasn't for him, and he's the one who's been taking care of me every day since I went blind. Whether I like it or not, I owe him my life.
Plus there is so much going on, and we have so many plans for the future together, I guess I will just "nam sam saa" this one, and continue moving forward. He's a horrible liar, so I will eventually find out what happened, although it may take say 6 months, but I will know.
Just chalk it up to a lesson learned, and he knows he better not do it again. No, he's not allowed. He'll fuck up everything if he does it again. Everything from our move to Vientiane, my business, his mother in the ICU who I need to pickup the bill for, those kids in the village who we want to adopt, my one nephew who plans to meet us in Vientiane, and the list goes on. He's just not allowed to do this again.
His mother is still in the ICU, so he gets some leeway with me. He knows not to do it again though.
matty boy...relax...at least u know he's just another regular paid for house boy...there to serve your needs..as long as u pay...u can relax now...no need to pretend that he loves or likes u...as long as u pay..he will "love" u...
Nope, quite confident he just loves me, and made a mistake he doesn't want me to know about.
A good approach Matt. Hopefully, a lesson learned.
This sucks...
Now I feel bad about getting angry at him. I know he made a mistake, and I know he's keeping a secret from me, and I know I have every right to be angry at him, but that conversation can wait for another day.
He's going to lose his mother. Spinal tap didn't work, and she was discharged from ICU this morning, because the doctors can't figure out what's wrong. His whole world is changing, and I can feel his pain. I'm doing my best, but I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
Wish I had some magic words, but I don't. I just feel sad for him.
I seriously don't know what I'm supposed to do. There's no rule book for this.
Do I just let him grieve and be sad, and let him close himself off to the world, which I think he's currently doing? Or do I brush him off, try to make him strong, tell him to buck up, and continue moving forward in life?
I really don't know...
I would let him grieve and be sad. That to me is a natural reaction to the situation. Just be kind and gentle, which I'm sure you are.
And the rest of you - if you can't or don't want to say something kind, why not just shut the fuck up.
Well, obviously you know him, and I only know him from what you've said here, so it's your call.
That's why he gave me this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U6OoCaGsz94
That wasn't for me, but for himself.
I just think it's a bit early in the process - his mother hasn't actually died yet, and you want him to move on? Anyway, we had this conversation before, so you know how I feel. Thinking of you both.
Might be neurotic, but it's not drama. It's just life.
I don't know why, but:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHnTeyMAf80
What a ghastly mishmash of maudlin cliche and eye-rolling psycho-babble. Who takes that seriously?
Your phrase " ... I don't know why ... " sums you up in spades buster.
You know, I never thought of you like that up to about 2 years ago, but right now ~ these years on ~ you're simply hopeless. I'm just surprised you can get yourself out of bed every day.
And you hate liars? Do you hate your love? And paranoia ... don't forget about that.Quote:
Originally Posted by Cndmatt
maybe like mad dogs and englishmen he's been out and about in the noon day sun
"Inspiring: Change the World by Making Your Bed - by Admiral William McRaven"
I first thought this is a joke, but the good Admiral seems to be serious about making your bed every morning.
I haven't made my bed in years (10? 15?), maybe that's the reasons why I became unemployed and have little success with Thai boys?
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The current, and usual, state of ChristianPFC's bed. No wonder nobody wants to hire me or sleep with me! (On top is my "national toilet paper depository", in a handy location for wiping off cum after wanking.)
I actually found it inspiring - not inspiring enough to make a huge change to my life, though. But I get his point. A succession of small tasks completed during the day, amount to a successful day, with lots done.
Well, both of us are just doing what we can to stay strong at the moment, and small videos like that and songs are helping...
christian, I think it might be easier to make your bed if it wasn't hanging on the wall :D
And you guys call me crazy. You should see him at the moment. He's beyond elated, and even doing things like play wrestling with me. I know it's just a facade, but still....
Christian, the reason why you "have little success with Thai boys" might be because they walk into your bedroom, see all the toilet rolls lined up on the bedhead and think:
"What the fuck does he expect me to do to earn my money??"